Day 365 of 365 - 25th of December, 2011
My last 365 post ever, I have to be honest when I say it’s a little saddening.
This year has been the most testing I have ever experienced. I’ve experienced the highest of highs and rock bottom. I’ve been suicidal and I’ve had times when life seemed perfect, I am so happy that I kept this diary for a whole year, I now have the ability to look back and reflect on some of the hardest days of my life.
Today it was Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I woke up at about 9:30 and went out to greet my family.
I opened my stocking. I got a curler, babushka measuring cups, over the knee socks and chocolate coins.
Had a little bit of a tantrum regarding my dress for Christmas because I felt like a beached whale in it. I eventually wore it though.
We went to lunch and it was just lovely, the sun was shining (and yes, I’m reluctant to say that I actually enjoyed it) and I just enjoyed the company. I ate a fair bit, but I figure that I never will eat that much again so it’s okay. Mum and Dad have been really chill about drinking this whole trip which has been weird for me, but I don’t mind ;) nah, I don’t even like drinking that much.
At lunch we went down to a beautiful swimming hole, it was freezing but incredible. I got in a little bit of sun baking but we went back to the house for dessert pretty quickly.
Got back home from lunch and had a much needed shower, used my new coconut shampoo which is just hstueshtkshtnkese.
Then I watched Kim’s Fairytale Wedding and Kendall’s Sweet 16. Both were amazing. Can I just express my love for Kendall Jenner please, she is amazing. Can we be bffs?
Today has been lovely to spend it in New Zealand with people I wouldn’t usually spent it with. I’m happy.
Now I’m getting a bit teary saying goodbye to this blog, I’m probably really hormonal, but this blog showcases my best and worst. It has my inner most thoughts and also a reflection of my day to day life. I hope to always remember this and look back on it when I’m older so I can get an insight into my life at 15 and 16. Fuck, I’ve changed so much in this year.
Right now, I’m happy. I’m grateful for everything I have, I’m content with the direction my life is going in and I know 2012 will be better than 2011, Merry Christmas.
This is my final 365 post, signing off,
Darcey.
