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Day 339 of  365 - 1st of December, 2011 Today I woke up and went into the city with mum, we picked Isabelle up on the way. Isabelle and I then went and met Jess is Starbucks for coffee, it was really nice. We then were a bit late to school so we ran into our laptop info session late and the assistant principal was like THSUTEJSIUTJHSEIHO! Anyway, we got our laptops. Pieces of crap if you ask me. Already sooo slow. Thank god for my MacBook! I mean it’s always cool to have another computer but I really don’t need it. We had to enrol in all our moodle classes and oh my god there is so much holiday homework! SHITTTT I had psych in 2nd period and it was good. We just took down more notes and are going over research methods. In period three we had an introduction to VCE thing, we were officially congratulated on being in year eleven and the dean went through some things we should know. I guess it’s a little bit daunting going into VCE…I hope I do well. I got a call from my brother and he told me that he’d done really badly on a maths exam that he thought he studied really well for so he was upset and left school early, so I rushed home to bake him something make sure he was okay. Love that kid.  Caught the bus to the train station and hopped off to my last Freeza meeting of the year. Kate was there and it’s weird how she makes things instantly fun! We had so many laughs and it was so good to see her :) After Freeza mum and I came home for a bit and then we went off to the Galapagos picnic, we leave for Galap in two days, I’m kinda nervous.  Also, at said BBQ I ate like a fucking pig. I am disgusted in myself and I actually want to die. I just couldn’t control the urge to eat. I am so getting my self control back. I know it sounds weird, but I think my mood ring isn’t good for me. I wore it at a time when I needed it most, it was my most prized piece of jewellery, I wore it at a time when I was depressed, anxious and suicidal and I feel like it meant so much to me then. Then, a couple of months ago, I lost it, after I’d lost enough weight that it slipped off my finger. At the time, I was devastated, but I learned to live without it. Two days ago, I found it again, but it doesn’t have the same feeling that it did when I used to wear it, I feel like I’ve lost my sense of direction and will to complete something I’m so determined to finish. So I’m not going to wear it anymore. I just watched three episodes of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, I love them okay. Mum said I could get this really beautiful dress from a boutique called Keepsake and coincidentally, Kendall Jenner also has this dress ;) Okay, goodnight, I’m fat, I’m fugly. Fucking hell, I got such an unlucky set of cards in life. Bye.

Day 339 of  365 - 1st of December, 2011

Today I woke up and went into the city with mum, we picked Isabelle up on the way.

Isabelle and I then went and met Jess is Starbucks for coffee, it was really nice.

We then were a bit late to school so we ran into our laptop info session late and the assistant principal was like THSUTEJSIUTJHSEIHO!

Anyway, we got our laptops. Pieces of crap if you ask me. Already sooo slow. Thank god for my MacBook! I mean it’s always cool to have another computer but I really don’t need it. We had to enrol in all our moodle classes and oh my god there is so much holiday homework! SHITTTT

I had psych in 2nd period and it was good. We just took down more notes and are going over research methods.

In period three we had an introduction to VCE thing, we were officially congratulated on being in year eleven and the dean went through some things we should know. I guess it’s a little bit daunting going into VCE…I hope I do well.

I got a call from my brother and he told me that he’d done really badly on a maths exam that he thought he studied really well for so he was upset and left school early, so I rushed home to bake him something make sure he was okay. Love that kid. 

Caught the bus to the train station and hopped off to my last Freeza meeting of the year. Kate was there and it’s weird how she makes things instantly fun! We had so many laughs and it was so good to see her :)

After Freeza mum and I came home for a bit and then we went off to the Galapagos picnic, we leave for Galap in two days, I’m kinda nervous. 

Also, at said BBQ I ate like a fucking pig. I am disgusted in myself and I actually want to die. I just couldn’t control the urge to eat. I am so getting my self control back.

I know it sounds weird, but I think my mood ring isn’t good for me. I wore it at a time when I needed it most, it was my most prized piece of jewellery, I wore it at a time when I was depressed, anxious and suicidal and I feel like it meant so much to me then. Then, a couple of months ago, I lost it, after I’d lost enough weight that it slipped off my finger. At the time, I was devastated, but I learned to live without it. Two days ago, I found it again, but it doesn’t have the same feeling that it did when I used to wear it, I feel like I’ve lost my sense of direction and will to complete something I’m so determined to finish. So I’m not going to wear it anymore.

I just watched three episodes of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, I love them okay. Mum said I could get this really beautiful dress from a boutique called Keepsake and coincidentally, Kendall Jenner also has this dress ;)

Okay, goodnight, I’m fat, I’m fugly. Fucking hell, I got such an unlucky set of cards in life.

Bye.

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