Day 322, 323 and 324 of 365 - 14th, 15th and 16th of November
Found it really hard to find time to go on tumblr in the past three days. So here’s what you missed on g0sS1p gUrL….
Monday:
School, urgh, I was so tired all day. In English we watched What’s Eating Gilbert Grape. I like that movie a lot. Realised how horribly untoned I am and how my diet is fucking up my body. Spent like a billion hours crying.
Tuesday:
Weighed myself and I was 58, I assume its from all the crying I did. Met the gurls (Emily, Isabelle and Alena) for cawffee, we had a good time. Got to school, did this compulsory exam thing that doesn’t even matter in maths. In media I handed in my settings and location work. At recess people were on my back about why I wasn’t eating any of this chocolate cake being passed around BBECAUSR I DONT BLPODY WANT TO OKAY! I’m too fat to eat chocolate cake. I decided I didn’t want to go to PE, so I went to psych, revised for the exam like a mofo and then left. Mum picked me up from the station and we went home and chilled.
Then we went to express body pump (only 45 mins as opposed to 60) and its safe to say I died. I was struggling even with .5 of a kilo. And afterwards I was so tired. I was supposed to do homework but ended up just Skyping Lily. I miss her so much :C
Then I had work, I was so bloody tired and couldn’t be fucked. It was a pretty much dead night and Neil let me leave early because I was so obviously tired.
Wednesday:
I decided Tuesday night that I wasn’t going to school. So this morning when mum came into my room I told her I was sick. She was surprisingly okay with it and I slept until 10:30. Then I got up, had breakfast and did two hours of psych revision. Then I went up the shops and got some food for dinner (tofu, eggplant, mushroom) and two singlets, white out, a new concealer and some Christmas pattie pans. Oh and some really cute grey matching underwear and bra.
Then I came home and cleaned up the house a bit for mum.
Did bits and pieces around the house then mum and I made dinner. It was so good and low cal.
After dinner I showered then got to work on finishing my art project. I started at 8 and finished at 11. I didn’t anticipate it taking three hours…then I had to annotate my whole visual diary. YAY FOR HALF ASSED, LAST MINUTE WORK.
And now it’s past midnight and I’m getting up for school tomorrow so goodbye!
Oh and also Sophie told me she’s leaving the group today, I’m so proud. She’ll be 1000 times happier when she’s out of there.
OH AND GALIT CALLED ME TODAY AND I ORDERED MY MACBOOK FMSJSEOSNSISNDKSJEOENOWN!
Night.
